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Sick

by Beelzejud

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1.
Road 05:53
No one to witness I'll carry these secrets A version of living where I never wake Mine is a low road So easy to follow No one will notice if I slip away I won’t suffer No one is listening anyway Wait... I'll take control The only way that I can Hiding.... I prepare for your judgement Just for a while Do I feel Fully human Glazed over eyes And a smile Is it so bad? I'll lose control Just for a moment of peace Hiding.... I prepare for your judgement Hiding.... I prepare for your judgement Carried this burden too long Breaking all the will I have left Carried this burden too long Wait....
2.
Sick 04:49
My actions brought me here Guilt from hiding the truth That sick feeling inside Comes from wanting to escape I'm burying myself A tomb of my own design I took the poison on my own I'll pay the price it demands Everything I know comes undone I know that everything ends I needed your help But I drove you away No longer relying On you for your support I'm burying myself A tomb of my own design I took the poison on my own I'll pay the price it demands Everything I know comes undone I know that everything ends I'm burying myself A tomb of my own design I took the poison on my own I'll pay the price it demands Everything I know comes undone I know that everything ends
3.
Burden 03:30
Tearing at the walls around me Day and night have no meaning Just kill me while I'm sleeping If sleep was possible The hum of television The breaking of the spirit Cold hands and fever chilling Is this alive or dead? Can't function around people Can't hold a conversation With every passing moment Heart rate is getting faster The urge is overwhelming To pull the fucking plug Mistakes have been made Prices to pay Sorry for this Sorry for this Never wish this burden on another
4.
Hope 04:23
Ripped away the part of me That made me Who I never wanted to be Rebuilt from the flames That burned away That version of me So Long To That Creature who vomited lies Tried to take my life from me A bastard laid bare A sick man made well again Torn and tattered The pieces I've scattered Remade to something brand new So Long To That Creature who vomited lies Tried to take my life from me Dragged into a hell you never asked for Paying for bets you never placed Proved yourself stronger than you seemed Became the better version of me Picked up and placed back On my way How many get this second chance? For good or for bad I'll never Never be the same Creature buried in the past So Long To That Creature who vomited lies Tried to take my life from me Years that I spent in the dark I can finally see

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released May 25, 2021

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Beelzejud Waterloo, Iowa

Black Metal influenced Rock and Roll

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