1. |
Road
05:53
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No one to witness
I'll carry these secrets
A version of living where I never wake
Mine is a low road
So easy to follow
No one will notice if I slip away
I won’t suffer
No one is listening anyway
Wait...
I'll take control
The only way that I can
Hiding....
I prepare for your judgement
Just for a while
Do I feel
Fully human
Glazed over eyes
And a smile
Is it so bad?
I'll lose control
Just for a moment of peace
Hiding....
I prepare for your judgement
Hiding....
I prepare for your judgement
Carried this burden too long
Breaking all the will I have left
Carried this burden too long
Wait....
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2. |
Sick
04:49
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My actions brought me here
Guilt from hiding the truth
That sick feeling inside
Comes from wanting to escape
I'm burying myself
A tomb of my own design
I took the poison on my own
I'll pay the price it demands
Everything I know comes undone
I know that everything ends
I needed your help
But I drove you away
No longer relying
On you for your support
I'm burying myself
A tomb of my own design
I took the poison on my own
I'll pay the price it demands
Everything I know comes undone
I know that everything ends
I'm burying myself
A tomb of my own design
I took the poison on my own
I'll pay the price it demands
Everything I know comes undone
I know that everything ends
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3. |
Burden
03:30
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Tearing at the walls around me
Day and night have no meaning
Just kill me while I'm sleeping
If sleep was possible
The hum of television
The breaking of the spirit
Cold hands and fever chilling
Is this alive or dead?
Can't function around people
Can't hold a conversation
With every passing moment
Heart rate is getting faster
The urge is overwhelming
To pull the fucking plug
Mistakes have been made
Prices to pay
Sorry for this
Sorry for this
Never wish this burden on another
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4. |
Hope
04:23
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Ripped away the part of me
That made me
Who I never wanted to be
Rebuilt from the flames
That burned away
That version of me
So
Long
To
That
Creature who vomited lies
Tried to take my life from me
A bastard laid bare
A sick man made well again
Torn and tattered
The pieces I've scattered
Remade to something brand new
So
Long
To
That
Creature who vomited lies
Tried to take my life from me
Dragged into a hell you never asked for
Paying for bets you never placed
Proved yourself stronger than you seemed
Became the better version of me
Picked up and placed back
On my way
How many get this second chance?
For good or for bad I'll never
Never be the same
Creature buried in the past
So
Long
To
That
Creature who vomited lies
Tried to take my life from me
Years that I spent in the dark
I can finally see
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